Wow, found this on my Blackberry. It's gotta be a few years old. Beware, crappy poetry ahead!

On the gold and red

Sometimes I wonder out loud,

"Where have all my emotions gone?

Whatever happened to the time I spent with you?

Then we break up.

Then we make up.

Then I wake up.

Now I think of

Ways to be loved

By anyone but you.

These days I try to lie

But only to myself at night

*******

Things are broken

But only for a moment

Scars are opened

And then its real.

Then we break up

The we make up

Then I wake up

And all I want is to wake up

Next to you.

To many times I've tried to cry

About the lies inside my mind

Its causing us to give up my eyes. For you.

The dreams are falling.

My heart is slowing.

Our lives are gowing

So far apart.

When does the pain stop and the healing start?